*sigh*
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria - Wake Up
*sigh* i miss you baby. I'm here alone right now... I've been really angry today. I just wish i could hold you. You're at school... I messaged you but you didn't answer. I'm sure you're busy or you didn't notice. I'm just really tired of alot of crap... *sigh* Maybe I'll talk to you about it later... If i can actually get some privacy.. u-u

21 Days
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Coming Home (my song to you)
Hey babe. 21 days left.... how's it feel to have been with me for almost a year... i know i'm happy ^_^. whenever i see your smile, i get even happier. There's no way I'm ever going to leave you... I can't stand the thought of being without you. I'd die. I think I really would. I know what it feels like to lose a loved one, but I think it'd be 10 times worse if i lost you... Ok but enough of that sad talk.  I LOVE YOU SCHNOOKEM FLUFF BALL KITTEN HUNNY BUNCH!!!! i mishes you. we've been playing D & D recently. I wasn't really nice to you yesterday... I'm sorry. I wasn't feeling well. please forgive me. *gets on knees and begs* pleaseeee. i'll do anything. *kisses your hand*.... *kisses your feet*. i'm sorry baby. anyway. i'm having alot of fun playing it. It's kinda hard playing a character and being the Dungeon Master. Me and Chris were supposed to take turns at being the DM, but he doesn't wanna do it anymore.... so ya... But i guess i don't mind. I don't wanna do it all the time tho. *sigh* i miss you. When i saw you last weekend i was so happy. You were so warm and cuddly. I could be like that forever. that'd be wonderful. Anyway. I'm must bid you adoo (Sp). I'll talk to you when you get home from schoool today. Hopefully You'll play with us again if we play. I love you kitten. Ttyl. Bye bye.

Schnookem Schnookem
Mood:  bright
hey baby. last night was awesome. i'm talking to you on the computer phone right now. it was so awesome. man. i'm so glad i saw you. i was happy. you made me smile. i was so happy... i was kind of "constricted" too... you know. hehe. we'll figure something out for that soon enough tho. lol. anyway. i love you schnookem schnookem. kitten. fluff ball. *kiss* ^___^ i love you.

Here it is...
Mood:  blue
we haven't had the best day. we've fought a bit. i'm not really sad tho. i just hope ic an see you saturday. your dad is being kinda gay... so ya.. all ic an do is hope. anyway. photobucket was having some problems, so heres the video from my myspace.. i hope you like it. i love you schnookem. Once More Let Me Hold You

PROGRESSION FINALE!!!!
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Gackt - Last Song
IT'S FINALLY DONE!!! i really really hope you like it. i put alot of time into it as you can see. its 1:39 in the morning. It's gonna take forever to upload it to photobucket, so i'll put it up here tomorrow. I'll start the upload tonight. i love you schnookem schnookem honey bunch. my little fluff ball. i really hope you like it. *kiss*

Mood:  down
hey babe. i'm kinda worried about you. i didn't get to talk to you today. you said you left your phone on the bus... i hope you get it back tomorrow. i told michael to tell you to write me a letter. I hope you do. I miss writing back and forth... It gave me something to look forward too. It was kinda adventurous too, not knowing what was in store for me. lol. anyway. i just wanted to say i miss you. i'm still working on my little project. its taking too long. I've got other stuff to do. lol. Anyway. i'll talk to you tomorrow hopefully baby. I just wanted to say i love you. *kiss* ttyl.

My DS Flash Card
Mood:  energetic
oh and one more thing, I thought you might like to see this. It's one of the many icons I made for my ds flash card skin. I think You'll like it. lol. It's Kila DS. I would defineately play. I'm sure there's alot of cookies involved... and beauty. ^__^

PROGRESS!!!
Mood:  energetic

FINALLY SOME PROGRESS!!! I'm finally getting somewhere with the video. I had already had it done as you know. Problems proceeded tho. But finally. I've got a method that works, after so much trial and error. Ofcourse... I have to remake the whole thing >.< ah well... I guess that will allow some revising. But yes. its 7:15 saturday morning. I'm sposed to call you at 10 >.< Further more I'm going to chicago later with brion. Sigh. I'm sure you know i haven't been asleep >.< You know, I'm not that motivated to go... But i have to. I know you want me to stay, tho you won't tell me that, but I have to go. I don't get to see them very often now-a-days, and they are my best friends. I'm staying til monday... When i told you that my heart was kinda broken for a second, cuz i know you were sad. I'm glad you held it in instead of telling me, because u understand I have to go. That doesn't mean i want u holding stuff like that from me tho >.< But i know how you felt and i know you understand. I'll make it up to you tho, I promise. Anyway. I'll talk to you later babe. I hope to see you soon. *kiss*7 days til our 11 month. It's almost been a year... I wonder how you're feeling about that.... I would just like to say, that even when we've had our bad moments, I've always been happy.

 

 Daisuki da yo, Itsumo.

           I love you kitten.

More Delays
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: Suteki Da Ne
Still delays on the video my love. But i will get it. I swear i will. And I know you're gonna love it. I've been talking to you about seeing it... I think i might make u wait tho. I wann show u so bad. but i know it'll be worth it if i make you wait. so ya. sorry love... if i make you wait please forgive me. *kiss* tty soon.

A Work In Progress
Mood:  not sure
I'm working on an AMV for you right now. its not coming along as well as i had envisioned... its gonna take a little longer than i thought. expect it tho. in an upcoming posts. one of the soon ones. just wanted to say i love you and stuff and let you know that thats what i've been doing for the past couple of days. all those FFX clips. thats wat they are for. I really hope you're happy with those. I'm sure you will be. I lovesh you my beautiful kitten. its hard keeping this from you.... but i think it will be worth it. love you. Night.