God Damn It
Mood:  blue
This crap pisses me off. I'm tired of this room being so dirty. I'm tired of having to stay in here with chris and matthew 24/7. this is bullshit. i think im ight start sleeping during the day or osmething. man, i hate this. i'm going to clean my room tomorrow. plus i'm trying to write you a song, and it'd be so awesome, putting it all together. i know how iw ant it for the most part... only problem is i can't sing. it kills me. destroys my hopes... and i just wanna make something worth listening to, so you can listen to it. *sigh* it's killing me. I'm so irritated and frustrated. I love you... *sigh* i wish you were here...